HI :D LONG TIME NO BLOGGY :D:D
Hey guys! not like anyone is reading wahaha! xD but i havent blogged for ages xD
anyways i've been busy living xP yup! ^^
OKAY! i'll tell you things that impacted me these days x] coz im bored and i just wanna talk about myself (girls..pfft) haha
first of all, I MET MY PRINCE!!!!! and because ..it's me i usually go for asians and (im sorry to all sri lankans and indians) i always bagged out curries and stuff >.> and i would really hate to date a curry or whatever but just one mere encounter changed my impressions of them!!
It all started before valentines (uh huh *nods*) i went to go buy chocolates because SOME people forced me into/agreed to themselves that i was their valentine so i went and bought them chocolate just in case they whinge and all (xDD) and i went to go buy them and the one that i wanted to buy was a LINDT block of chocolate but it was too high (because im short TT^TT) and i was distressed and this random guy helped me get it and while i was on my tippy toes i went to look at this nice person to say thanks which came out like this:
shana: THANK Y-- *pause*
O.O -> O//.//O <----SHANA
seriously!!!!!!!!!
i felt like my heart stopped..i didnt breath and froze ..like stone xO
his seductive big round yet sharp eyes, his dark but beautiful skin you could see his face so clearly his hair so luxurious that you would want to touch and caress *nose bleed* his beautiful lips that's not chipped ..absolutely beautiful ..like he was an angel (btw..after that happened i really rthought he looked like an angel..>.>) i fell in love at first sight..which totally contradicts my morals and belief..because just looking at someone you can definitely not fall in love just because of his face and thought those people were total idiots.........i guess i am one huh? xD but i was so swooned by this guy..and EVEN BETTER ..HE WAS SRI LANKAN OR INDIAN!!!!!!!
my preference/ideal bf is a hot asian guy with great personality and awesome hair :DD
pfft! sif that would happen because i'm not particularly pretty or standing outish xDD im just really ordinary ><" but yeahhh xD girls tend to have high expectations even if theyre not so hot WAHAHA!
..anyways, then i quickly looked at the chocolate and said thank you very quietly..and when i looked back at him he had already turned his back and started walking i was like..Q>Q
WAHAHA! xD yup thats how it was ><" after that i could not forget the glimpse i had of him. and never will forget him x] i really....l-l-l-l-LOVED HIM xO
and i told all my friends and theyre like YEAA!! YOU'LL DEF MEET HIM AGAIN! and i was like YEAA I DEF WILL!! SO I SHALL WAIT AT THIS SUPERMARKET FOR HIM AND TRY TO TALK TO HIM AND EVERYTHING ..but i know in my heart that .its impossible to ever see him again..but i didnt think about it ..so on i went telling everyone my love of my life..but you know i just remembered when i caught the glimpse of him our faces were quite close..AND I HAD TOMATO SAUCE ON ME CHIN!!!!!!!!! when i went back in the car and pulled out the mirror i was like...O.O" ..SHIIIITTTTT!!!!!!!! he saw it he saw it he saw it he saw it he saw it he saw it he saw it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE SAW IT!!! i felt really crap...but you know..i've always knew that i was always bad luck in love xD
but yeaaa....after all this happened..i liked him for more than 2 weeks ..i couldnt stop thinking about him and what he was like if he was a really nice person..and i would wanna date him and if ever a girl tries something on him i'll beat the shiat out of her :DD ..but yea ..i never got to see him again........and so i decided i'll get over him which was pretty hard because i felt like i really LOVED him ><" oh wells guys come and go anyways xDD not like i've experienced it at all xDD
second, school kinda sucks for me *laughs nervously*
yup this new girl came to our year level..i've known her from ages ago..my friends friend xD at first she was okay and outgoing and pretty cool (btw our first meeting) but then she started to whack me hard and stuff at first i didnt care but she kept pulling me really violently ><" and stuff which i really didnt like and yea xD
so she came to my school this year and i thought that it was okay and started to talk to her before she started her new high school life at my school..
she seemed pretty okay and stuff..and we started getting along at school..she was funny with her lame jokes and she sometimes hung with me which i dont mind coz she's pretty cool..and then when i was clinging with my guy friend she grabbed my face and kinda slammed my head on the locker...which hurt ><" but i laughed it off when she apologised and ruffled my hair furiously (which i really haatteee) and i just laughed it off and left..
THEN when i was with my friend..in the toilets we were talking and she suddenly came out of the cubicle and started patting my head and i was like....O__O WTFFF!!!!!! and went to wash my hair and dried it on the dryer..and she came to me in front of my friends: SHANA!..YOUR AN IDIOT YOUR A REAL IDIOT..SERIOUSLY YOUR SUCH AN IDIOT and so on...on and on and on..and my friends didnt say anything and tried to change the subject but she kept on screaming how much of an idiot i am and i got pissed off and said ..yeaahh..you like said that 100 times already..and as i was walking out of the toilet she said..AND I WILL KEEP SAYING IT! and i saw a group of friends that i thought were my "friends" and so i thought i found a little bit of salvation or something in them and as i was approaching them they walked off..and i was already at a pissed of state and bursted out WTH MAN! JUST COZ I COME HERE YOU LEAVE!! and was tearing and left and i realised the girl was followed me out of the toilet and said OOOO REJECTED!!!!! really loud......i felt really shit ahahahaha...>.> and went under the dryer to dry my tears hoping that would dry them xDD
after that i didnt like those group of girls that walked off when i approached them...they are popular............but i was once their best friends..every one of them we all had history..but all was gone and totally forgot about me......and one girl that was my best bestest friend was one of them and i really hated them because it's like they totally forgot that we were friends i felt a little betrayed..i guess i never really got over our close friendship..i really treasured her and our friendship. also with her current best friend..i like them i really do they are great..but it was my that screwed everything up so i guess they can never forgive me Q~Q
oh well..i always think how to change it but i cant.. ><"
ANYWAYS! yess...so that girl asked to borrow one of my best guy friends jumper..i was really pissed off and felt betrayed for some reason ><" and later he comes to wait for me after school like usual with my other best guy friend (btw i have 2 best friends that are both guys) were waiting after school for me and i was clearly pissed off and it was verrrryyyy awkward but i didnt care and i was waiting for them to leave because usually when guys feel awkward they leave well atleast all the guys i know.. and so they stayed and kept asking what was wrong but never gave them any eye contact.. but they stood silent and stayed and looked at me with concern..or atleast kinda wanted to know xD
later the other best friend had to go so it was with my best friend that left the girl borrow his jumper and asked me what was wrong and i just left and started to tear and then later realised he was following me behind and then told him..and left me alone..which made me bolt into tears and everything........
yeaaahh xD
it was all because of the new girl...i really dont like her.but the thing is that i dont regret backing her up when some girls that already knew her tell the other girls that didnt know her to stay away from her but to see for yourself if she's a good girl or not. and also when i tried to be friends with her x] i dont regret trying to be her friend x] weirdly xDD ..
the next day i didnt wanna even look at those girls or that new girl and the most popular girl in the group of girls was tearing and unconsciously asked her why she was sad and was curious.... but then her friend took her away xD pheww..i was on the verge for being a useless person..ACTUALLY THINKING ABOUT IT I THINK IM ALREADY A USELESS PERSON xO dammit! ><"
ah wells..i should just forget about them..i already had a good cry and time to move on x]
third, i went to chinese church :D it was pretty okay x] and i was with my super cute friend and looked at her phone coz i was bored (lolol) and at the back was photo plus pics of random ppl.. and i someone caught my attention ..which was this really hot guy!!! he was super hot i was like ....O//__//O"" ahahaha! serious! no joke!!!! xD
then she told me his name was STEVEN ..and i was likee xO me like :D
so he secretly became my new prince >//w//< hehe
not only the looks but his personality is very nice its only natural that alot of girls would want him..but secretly admiring is enough for me >w< he also called me twice :D the first time it went for 22 mins and 40 secs.....yes i remembered it SO WHAT!? xDD yeaa..second it wasnt very long coz there was nothing to talk about hahaha! but his a nice person and definitely deserves someone prettier and better personality then me so i already gave up xDD
oh wells..short love still feels sweet..although it was short xD
hmm..todayy..i went to knox :D it was funn i was with my bros gf and her sis her sis and i are pretty tight and we get along..at first i thought she looked mean or just one of those super popular girls that exclude everyone..but instead she was the opposite xD she's really awesome and i love her smile she also has her own problems but she still smiles i think she is a really good girl x] she bought me mousse :D and i knocked over a pair of glasses and i told her to pick it up and she did xD just for fun but she did it and then i felt bad ><" oops! never gonna demand that again..just thinking about that makes me feel bad xD
hmm.. that was pretty much xDD
thanks for reading..if you did read up to all the way here xD im sorry im a pretty boring person btw xD okay im talking wayyy too much now..btw i took more than 2 hours typing this..sad much? xDD
anywayyssss..take care :D
<3<3 shana~
Labels: days, friendship problems, long blog, love, prince, school days
